One of the worst parts of breaking up is that just mere weeks, days and perhaps even hours you were a special someone... a beacon of cheerful light amongst the crowd and after the breakup you are just one of many... a nameless figure unrecognizable from anyone else yet unique, but like a snowflake amongst a million of them.
Today I have felt depressed. That's right, depressed. I haven't felt depressed in quite some months now. But right now as I write this I feel "ok" now. But I really woke up with feelings of dread, fear for the future, fear of getting out of bed... I recognize this. I think after all, it was not a good idea to see my ex yesterday (the new recent ex). It was a nice conversation and all but really, I need to forget and move on.
Hi dude, did you have a hand in Rachet And Clank 3?
Posted by: Siolis | December 06, 2004 at 04:06 AM
Yeah... and you are...?
- Raist
Posted by: Raist3d | December 06, 2004 at 03:30 PM
The guy who e-mailed you from abingdon and witney collage, see ya mail i guess.
Siolis Deoden
[Ollie Miles, Riken Uraki]
Posted by: Siolis | December 07, 2004 at 07:19 AM
It's true that it gets depressing after a break-up. All the things about your ex that you remember seem to pop out from the back of your mind every time you don't want to remember him/her. The only way to get through the tough times is to keep yourself occupied, and to keep telling yourself that everthing will be okay soon.
Posted by: debby | October 18, 2005 at 08:50 PM
After all this time... it surely has helped- the passage of time... but even today I get some thoughts about that ex (I have had a new one since then). I didn't see him for like 6 months and then we went out to watch some improv theater together.
Posted by: Raist3d | October 19, 2005 at 01:18 AM