So yes I am crunching again. And between those gaps of so called "minimal free time" I don't work out but play a bit of Wow. Yes a bit, not the whole day, not half day but less. I thought that would be impossible but apparently it is possible to do after all.
I really haven't had a great chance to use my new camera. I need to go out and get lost. One thing that happened is that once and for all, I am truly done with my last ex. Finito, kaput, the end. No chance in hell of ever come back.
What did I learn?
* Rationally or irrationally so, and for now- I will think twice before dating an actor again. I was able to meet several actors as a result of the environment of my last ex. It's fun but there's just this something about the personality of them that makes them ... kinda common? Hard to explain. But I am not attracted to it- relationship wise.
* I need to give myself more importance than I did. If the other person can't see what I deem are obvious virtues in me - you know things you just KNOW are right, you just have seen what they can bring to someone else when shared, etc as a fact, then screw it. It's not going to work. Save yourself the time and say goodbye.
* If mutual sexual interest declines in exploring each others physical sexual needs, "experimentation," discovery, listening that naturally occurs when the relationship starts and gets physical at the very beginning- and there's no honest calm talk about it- that's a big ass red flag. Get ready for a potential breakup- or call it off yourself.
* When someone tells you to listen about something, as trivial as it may seem to you at the moment because you may be busy, and because they said it in a very casual way- stop what you are doing immediately and pay attention- some people won't make it clear it is really truly important and not just an "average call" for "average attention" if my description here makes sense to you.
My life seems on the imminent edge for a change again. It's all good though. I can see that now.
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