Decided to create this new "SELF.thoughts" category for the introspective public analysis I am doing. Why SELF.thoughts? Because on one end it's about me, and my thoughts, and on the other SELF.thoughts sounds like some kind of property of a class in some object-oriented languages.
And this reminds me, I have been a programmer for a long long time. I have had my "dark ages" of non code, and my developed fears at times of some subjects, but the truth is, I have enjoyed it immensely when I was a teenager and I have had flashes of great enjoyment as an adult. And that enjoyment seems to have increased a bit... so I am a programmer, a games guy, and also a photographer. Add part designer in to - as in games designer. Probably a mix of all of them.
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Human attraction as in the so called "love" human attraction/partner/wife/husband/boyfriends/couple, has a lot of irrational in it. This may seem obvious to a lot of people reading this but as I had mentioned before, I will discuss some very obvious things in this SELF.thoughts "thread."
But what may not be so obvious is that, that's it. That's exactly how it is. There's not much more to it. There can be a combination of factors that are conscious but a sure of it is animal, intuitive, that so called "chemistry." There's really nothing more to it.
Two people meet each other, and the pros and cons either fit or don't. Or "Fit" in a sick way which eventually destroy itself. It can also change over time- I am sure there are couples that will be forever and ever, but clearly, given the rates of infidelity, divorce, affairs and all that, I think it's pretty safe to say that at least for a set of the human population, it just doesn't seem to work that way. Things seem to have a certain beginning and end on this regard. Of course, just sex, is not love.
My point is, I have spent a great deal of my time trying to analyze what makes people be attracted. What makes someone be attracted to me and me to them. There's some rewards in this analysis in an amusing way. But in the end, the "discovery" or "understanding" of exactly why something may work or not, at some point needs to have a certain deadline. A finite number of energy dedicated to it. Becuase in the end, it can all be completely irrational, not make any sense, and that's just the way it is.
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